I am back...am I worse

One fine day I was browsing through my head and I came upon one of those memories...yes that one that makes you want to smile and cry at the same time.....some memories that might fade but never goes away....oh! how my heart aches to relieve those moment just once more. 

I was never perfect, neither am I better now but I was happy and isn't that what really matters. 

But these memories do fade....one of my (oh-so-dark) friend once said that there are certain bitches who come into your life and makes you forget all of those memories. I haven't come across any such bitch yet..but just in case if I do, I don't think I would like to forget any of these memories for all the bitch-ness of this world..

So here I write some of them to so that if some day my mind might fail me...and I wander then I have someplace to turn back to:

My days in ISM

1. 25 April 2008  11:50 pm

Nirbhay woke me up at those exact moments from my sleep. And I don't know why but it was the happiest I ever felt waking up from my sleep. May be because it was the way nirbhay is or maybe becoz  the way he woke me up..or maybe becoz next day was last exam to test my 4 years of BTech. But that day I felt that I would never ever be alone in my life..I have someone who will always care for me...and I made some friends in my life whom I can boast about.....

2.  Bhatinda Falls

Been always afraid of falls and rivers...but then I can go anywhere with my friends as long as they come along.

3. Human Piles

Was it the feeling of being crushed under or was it the screams. Was it the joy of inflicting pain or was it the security of balance, was it the figthing and struggling or was it the feeling of getting overwhelmed...I guess it was just friendship

4. Shades of Gray (our tryst with rock bands)

Today I am on my way towards becoming a manager, but there was a time when (like every one else) I too wanted to be a rockstar..(though I was never good enough). Shades of Gray almost made me one. It was a real honour playing with a genius like Nirbhay (god bless his vocal chords)

5. Group Think

So many times we spoke to each other without saying a word and so many times we said and shouted and screamed without talking....I only wish that we may talk again in the same way even when we are so far apart...

6. Vatsal Speaks

Cut back to first term when I came to accept myself as one among the many. I like so many other was selected through a system fine tuned to select the best...So if I was one among the best back home here I was just one in the mass...and I accepted that.....but then one fine day vatsal (from the other hostel wing) come across me in the gallery and our conversation goes like this:

Vatsal : Yaar tumhari wing mein to bahut phodu (read: intelligent) log hain.

Me : Kahan yaar tumhari wing jayada baap hai.

Vatsal remians adament on his argument.

Me: oKay lets do a head count of phodu (read: intelligent) log and see who have more of em'

Vatsal : Okay

Me: You start from my wing

Vatsal : Okay...Ravi Mittal, Tiwari,..Nirbhay.....................YOU..

And there were more....

The quizzes in vc's room or the bc in Np's room or Inki-Pinki-ponki near PS Gupta's house.....

People say everybody have one moment in there life that makes it truly worth living...I don't know if I have had lived through one of those moments ...but I do know that these guys have already made my life worth living as it is.

Thank You all

Luv u